I lye in the deep dark shadows, of the hidden back...
Scarred by the silence, of the cold darkness...
Day after day, I spend most of my time,
sitting in our apartment, all alone...
The life given to me,
resembles a rock in the sea...
High ledges,
burning flames...
I did you wrong, that I know,
but here I am, don't let me go...
I stare down at you, and watch you in pain,
you stare up at me, watching the grin on my face...
Although I lied, you did as well,
it hurt inside, but you couldn't tell...
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone,
although I'm not the only one home...
The lights are so bright their blinding,
my secrets to you, I am confiding...
The lights are out and the room is dark,
my eyes are searching for what's not there...
I spend every night staring up at the beautiful...
I spend every day struggling to live, choosing not...
My eyes are ered, puffy, and dried out,
my heart has crumbled like dust...