I lied there for a while trying to forget your...
Like it was just too much for you to fall in...

I was fading in and out of dreams cos every where...
Then one day some1 saw my inner self and that...

Things are out of my control.
Things that are deep within my soul...

Things are different now, now i am not there. Life...

Sorry for the words I said.
Sorry that my pain showed...

Lonely again, no one with me.
Lonely again and you don't see...

I can't describe you in one sentence, I can't...
You make me laugh on the worst of days, and some...

I sat down in confession rooms searching for your...
Priests and nuns were nothing to me but a simple...

Create your lies and destroy the truth.
Substitute your age for youth...

I try to muddle sentences to fill the silence...
I'm shaking with my nervousness, I'm shaking with...

I start to feel whoozy as my heart just implodes
My head is caving in, thought it would explode...

Forcing a smile, is not what I do.....
And I know I can try...