So much for forever
so much for my life line...

From best friends to enemies
that's how me and her are...

The silence is deafening
and the loneliness is killing...

The pressure of looking perfect
made me think of my weight so much more...

It seems hard to live
what i used to have is now gone...

All my thoughts seem to get in the way
during all the days that go by...

Friends are for secrets
they're not there to lie...

They all keep me sane
and they keep me alive...

Christmas day is a time for love,
i know you're not here, because you're up above...

I am not right
not right for this place...

It's not called emo
it's called realistic...

Falling for someone is easy for me
but gettign over them is so much harder...