I swear to God I\'m okay-
(I really just want to die...

Here I am,
The girl you never knew...

From the first time I saw you-
I saw pain behind your eyes...

Dear Dad:
I often sit and think of you...

When you are sad and lonely,
And no one seems to understand...

Allison's eyes are beautiful,
Big, bright and blue...

Christmas this year,
Will only bring tears...

Some nights I spend missing you,
Other I spend crying...

I'm falling to pieces,
Please help me, please try...

The person that I was,
Was not who I wanted to be...

**This poem is dedicated to the guy I cant take my...
It was dark in that room...

At night I sit and think of you,
Sadness strikes my heart...