Christmas this year,
Will only bring tears...

"Katie you know I love you,"
Mom, I love you too...

I try so hard,
just to fail in your eyes...

From the first time I saw you-
I saw pain behind your eyes...

Some nights I spend missing you,
Other I spend crying...

Just another day,
Just another tear...

Here I am,
The girl you never knew...

I'm falling to pieces,
Please help me, please try...

As she sits alone crying,
she thinks about you...

The person that I was,
Was not who I wanted to be...

I swear to God I\'m okay-
(I really just want to die...