Do you ever have those days where something reminds you of [[him]] and you get trapped in old memories that you never want to forget but you wish youd stop remembering?

With you I don't have to think.
I can be free, and its all because you love me

You use to be the one holding me tight and wiping away my tears;;
But now you push me away and make them fall.

Its not the fact that me and you didnt work out that kills me....
Its the fact that i know your holding her in your arms like you held me...it breaks me more and more everytime.

For once I want no need to find someone that will hold me in their arms and tell me it will all be ok...and mean it.

The day after you told me you loved me;;
You threw it all away as you walked right back into her arms.

YOU WILL MISS THIS
But me;; Ill move on, ill find someone better...
But baby....you will always have that space in my heart.

(quote from my new poem truth is...check it out)

Ive gotten way to good
at this whole smile and ACT
like everything is alright..

im almost fooling myself..

They all say i dont deserve this...
they all say i shouldnt be treated this way..
but then why do you do this to me, over and over again?

I know ive reached my breaking point
because you saw me cry.