I cant stand the 4th stanza, any ideas...

"Too long of a wait,"
you said, my heart was being shreaded...

You are the people i hold on to.
The ones i spend nights talking to on the phone...

I screamed your name into the moonlit night.
I hoped to hear my name returned, but instead i...

Walk a little farther
In this cold forgotten winter...

I'm remember those hazy days.
Filled with alcohol and drugs...