No one has the right to tell you not to do things because they don't know what you have been through...

She takes that gun to her head as if it is her only friend...

"...tryin to figure out why the world is so cold... forced to think that hell is a place called home..."

~runaway love by ludacris (very good/sad song... I love it)

Do you feel strong when you cut me...

Do you feel happy when you bring me down...

Do you feel invincible when you tell everyone whats wrong with me...

Please tell me... do you?

You called me fat...
I left and took a shower...
15 mins later...
"I am sorry you are not fat, you just made me upset for a min and I needed your attetion"...

Why do you lie we both know I am so, why lie?

You counted on me to help them when I needed help myself... and now that one of you are here for a while you think you can be the parents you should be... well I don't think so you gave me the control I am not going to trust you with it again...

Why do you always expect me to be a happy lil girl.. I don't want to hide anymore

One day you will look in the mirror and see that you are just like me inside, scared of the fears that cause tears

In my dreams I see a girl who is never going to wake up and sometimes I wonder if that girl is going to be me someday

The last thing I want to be is "just friends" because I don't want to look into your eyes everyday and see a miracle I can't have...