I feel pain that shouldn't be there...

(it was a good one at the moment but maybe not anymore)

Pulling the trigger is easy but finding the gun is hard...

Since I was not by you when you were feeling the fresh air for the last time... I felt like I wasn't there for you for your whole life

Why is it easy to believe a lie from someone else but it is difficult to believe a lie from yourself...

Death will never do us part....

It is easy to find a tear with emotion in it but it is rare to find a tear that fell for no reason

Sitting outside in the snow with only shorts and a tee shirt on.... letting my tears freeze on my face... hoping you will come to save me from bitter cold

~1,2,3,4,5 pills nothing happens~6,7,8,9,10 getting weak~ 11,12,13,14,15 falls to ground gasping for air~ 16 last breath~

(might not be good but o well)

One day you will look in the mirror and see that you are just like me inside, scared of the fears that cause tears

I feel as if I am sucking away your happiness and leaving you with your next biggest emotion...