Should I believe,
the things you think I should...
Depression,
Is not all in the mind...
The attempt at escape was valiant.
I was sure I made it out alive...
The boys you want the most,
are the ones who weren't around long enough...
I hate my job,
I hate my school...
There was one time,
where living was cheap...
I look up at my ceiling,
and stare at the plastic clusters of stars...
And he doesn't even know,
that all it would take to make her day...
Your the best I ever had,
and I dont know...
If you asked me,
to marry you...
Rockstar,
I wonder where you are...
Her skin is dirty
with regret...