Everything is getting so hetic
Can't get my finger quite on it...

Everyday gets harder
Everyday I try to get stronger...

I sit and wonder where you are
You say you call, but you never do...

What a day
A day to celebrate and give...

I don't know how to feel right now
Its so difficult to read your face...

Why are you on my mind?
I ask this question daily...

Tell me this truthfully
Why do you lie to me...

Why does the wind blow the way it does?
Why does the sun shine so bright...

I miss you so much i can't breathe
i adore you so, i can no longer see...

You lied about it all
tried to bury it with alcohol...

Have you ever been so upset and wish you were dead
been so embarrassed you wish it never happened...

Sitting around smoking a cigarette
Not knowing what to do next...