To curse without praying,
to pray without screaming,
to scream without crying,
to cry without bleeding,
to bleed without dying,
to die without suffering.
I just want to forget you
without remembering.

Find me, I can hide again.
Curse me, I can pray again.
Kick me, I can stand again.
Hate me, I can love again.
Hurt me, I can heal again.
Scar me, I can bleed again.
But to forget me,
I can't take the pain.

Push me, I fall.
Hurt me, I bleed.
Haunt me, I scream.
Blame me, I lie.
Hate me, I cry.
Kill me, I die.
But if you break me,
I don't think I can feel again.

If you wake up and I am dying,
if you choke and I stop breathing,
if you smile and I keep weeping,
if you break and I start bleeding,
if you leave and I stay waiting,
if you fly and I die falling,
will you still remember
how you forget me?

I know you'll forget,
your tears I dried,
your hands I held,
your fears I fight,
your scars I mend,
your lies I knew.
And I'll know you'll forget,
that I still remember you.

If I miss u,
it's 'cos I love u.
If I love u,
it's 'cos I understand u.
If I understand u,
it's 'cos I share with u.
If I share with u,
it's 'cos I trust u.
But if I remember u,
then it's 'cos I don't want to forget u.

Sleep, to dream of you.
Breathe, to bleed of you.
Weep, of you put me through.
Scream, of what you did to me.
And if I wish,
it is just to forget you.