Broken heart we could not see,
Lost in pain you could not free...
Soft sound of the stream
so far below, wondering...
I wish I had been sweet enough
I wish I had been Kind enough...
Long hours
Just talking...
You were Sunshine
when it rained...
My heart beats so loudly to my own ears
You draw near me and it stops...
I want to feel you inside me.
I want to feel your touch...
I look at myself
and wonder so many things...
I have no control
I sit and watch the pain...
Voices scream my name,
Loudly...
Taking the first step in
Cold, so very cold...
Staring out the window
Cold blackness...