Staring out the window
Cold blackness...

I have no control
I sit and watch the pain...

I look at myself
and wonder so many things...

Taking the first step in
Cold, so very cold...

Broken heart we could not see,
Lost in pain you could not free...

Voices scream my name,
Loudly...

The thoughts of you haunt me,
blind terror stalks my dreams...

I wish I had been sweet enough
I wish I had been Kind enough...

Long hours
Just talking...

My heart beats so loudly to my own ears
You draw near me and it stops...

Soft sound of the stream
so far below, wondering...

It sits there
Silently taunting me...