I haven't been able to get on here lately... I've...
I'm really glad that everything is over... kinda...

Hey Lovely!
I seriously doubt you still read this, but I'm...

So I just found out that I'm actually not...
Seriously? I guess I must have a bad case of the...

I'm supposed to stop feeling guilty.
Seriously? I just caused one of, if not the...

Well, its almost time for me to go to bed the...
I cant stop worrying, and it is getting really...

An unforgiving current.
A relentless, ruthless tide...

I still love you.
...and I see in red and purple...

Sorry- I have practically no time to write.
3 days...

May 18th
Ten pm Eastern Daylight Time...

I totally rode my horse, Bella, to my school...
I must admit, it was really awesome... but my...

So guess who has recieved a zero on her senior...
Yup, you're right! It's me...

I really miss yah, babe.
I can't wait to see/hear/feel you again... even...