If I died,
Would you cry...

As the minutes pass
and the clock slows...

'Twas the night before Christmas
and no one was home...

Needle or pill
make my heart still...

Ill act like maybe you hear me
Ill pretend that maybe you care...

I just can't seem to be able to keep my heart away...
I never knew I could ever feel like this...

Life isn't all it is made out to be.
A child is conceived...

Just thought I'd let you know that I still think...

Twinkle twinkle little star,
how I wonder where you are...

An unforgiving current.
A relentless, ruthless tide...

I'm sorry if the recent entries have hurt you....
I've just gotta get my biggest fears out... I...

What if I told you to look into night's precious...
Then I told you that I would try my absolute best...