They told me to lean on those who love me, so I did. I fell flat on my face before I realized, no one was there to hold me up. |
I miss you, baby. |
Baby, every time you look up to night's sky, I want you to think of me. All of the stars you can see, baby, are stars I have wished upon for you to come back to me. |
As the minutes pass and the clock slows, I watch my wrists bleed as the stained knife glows. |
I'm just a unwanted angel. |
If you were to grade me on a scale from one to ten... I would be the point at which content and disconsolate collide |
Paralyzed yet spinning, rushing vibes of pleasure yet I can’t bear it any longer, I must satisfy my hunger to hurt. |
Yearning to get home, itching to relieve, plotting the next painful yet ultimately satisfying scene, as if I was the director for once. |
I sit in anguish, repeating to myself I’ll never think to do this, yet I find myself here again, looking down from a different angle. |
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