I woke up one mornin n he wznt by my syd ... as i got outta bed i found a folded note under his pillow wich sed "i wish i could love u da way u did bt sadly shez waitin fr me n i cant keep her waitin cz she iz da love of my lyf" ...

Im sick and tired of takin sleepin pills - y doncha understand it's U who can put me 2 sleep nt da pillz !

I could sleep wid da lyts awf wen u wer arnd bcuz i knew u'd hold me tyt in ur armz wen da nyt scares me bt im so lonely n scared ryt nw - y cant my hands reach u ?

Plz help me stand up on my feet agn cuz ever since ur gone my lyf n i r jus fallin apart ...

Im sorrie dat i failed u - bt u never cared how ive bn since u left me ...

I have been broken so many times that now when i fall to the floor - it feels like ive met my fate ...

I just realized ... that iam not the only person on this earth who has been abondoned ... the world is full of beautiful souls still cryin for their love and may those beloved of ours have mercy on us cuz it hurts bad !

I curse u 2day ...

I wish i culd jus slit ur wrist n mke u bleed lyk u mde mi soul bleed !

Tawkin 2 hr fr hours late at nyt n u always thot I wz da desperate 1 ...