I cant believe all my courage of lettin u go went down da drain da nyt u showd up ...
hw can i stop luvin u wen u dnt cease 2 appear ...

'um wid u cz i dnt want u 2 end up lyka s**t' ...
n yt u mde me 1 ... hw i wish i culd rip ur heart out n leve it beatin miserably on da floor ...

I hate seein da stars abv ... i luvd seeing them wen i culd wish upon them !

Tawkin 2 hr fr hours late at nyt n u always thot I wz da desperate 1 ...

I wish i culd jus slit ur wrist n mke u bleed lyk u mde mi soul bleed !

I curse u 2day ...

I just realized ... that iam not the only person on this earth who has been abondoned ... the world is full of beautiful souls still cryin for their love and may those beloved of ours have mercy on us cuz it hurts bad !

I have been broken so many times that now when i fall to the floor - it feels like ive met my fate ...

Im sorrie dat i failed u - bt u never cared how ive bn since u left me ...

Plz help me stand up on my feet agn cuz ever since ur gone my lyf n i r jus fallin apart ...