I thought it would be easier not having you in my life but now thinking back all i want is you.

I tell myself not to cry its going to get better but then i face relativity and realize thats its not going to be with you out of my life.

I don't want myself to get back into this. I dont want to be in your arm, i want to be with someone else. Its just too hard not having you at all.

I dont know if i should get you back into your life and get hurt again or just stay back and never have you at all.