Maybe im not supposed to ever be happy

When i think of the world i think of you and that your out there in it somewhere and i am to so then why are we not together....?

I cry myself to sleep thinking of our first kiss
with the one that ill never kiss again

I dont know what it is but i miss you so much even after all this time

What do you do when your screwed into a relationship that your not really sure that you want?but if you hurt the guy all your friends will be mad at you to and you will loose everyone that mattered to you?

please message me with advice

I really hate you
we were best friends but now taht i have him all a sudden your to busy to talk to me now.....

I cant stand the thought of you and the way that you used to tell me you loved me and im all you cared about well now you never think of my name
ughhh how i hate you so much!!!!

How do i tell you how i really feel about you??

With you i feel so lonley is this really how i want it to be?i know its not but how do i tell you the truth

Why is that i feel so dam lonley ?
wish i could smile again the way u used to make me
i will never be happier than when i was with you!!!