Remember i was better than your dream girl?
what happened to that?
was it just another one of your stupid lies?

Ive gotten to the point where i just wish that id get shot and in an car accident or something.....

Its no big deal
tear me down and break my heart but you
love me right??

not mine but explains my situation

Why does it always work out that the one that you love never loves you back??

3 of my best friends got into some trouble and are in jail but out of everyone they dont deserve it but lifes just not the same here without them and schools going to be so different so i ask you all to please please please just pray for them!!!!

Maybe someday someone will actually care about me.......

I seem to always fall for the wrong guys the ones that just want one thing and then the nice ones that fall for me i see nothing in them why is it that it happens like that why cant i just like the one that really likes me to

When i think of the world i think of you and that your out there in it somewhere and i am to so then why are we not together....?

I cry myself to sleep thinking of our first kiss
with the one that ill never kiss again

I dont know what it is but i miss you so much even after all this time