So you have a new girl, thats good to see
but it hurts knowing that your actually getting over me. i didn't think that it would happen but now that it has i can't seem to find the right destraction from thinking of you & our past.

Sometimes i think about getting a gun
& putting it to my head.
just to stop the pain,misery & memories
that keep coming to me.

You said that you would wait for me
but you can't even do that
it's always lies with you,
you can't promise me one fact.

Trying to leave you is one of the hardest things. everytime i think im never gonna go back i end up right where i started.

Do it! Do it! The little voices say, just pull the trigger & all your problems will go away. Forget about everyone & everything they never really cared.

Just the thought of being without you makes me cry. im sad, lonely and dead inside. i need a shoulder to cry on, the shoulder you used to be. help me im begging you, just come back to me!