Just the thought of being without you makes me cry. im sad, lonely and dead inside. i need a shoulder to cry on, the shoulder you used to be. help me im begging you, just come back to me!

I know I shouldn't
and in reality I usually wouldn't
but for some reason I just couldn't
Forgetting you is what I couldn't
and missing you is something I shouldn't

I thought it would get easier as i went along
but as time goes on i know your really gone
i know deep down somewhere you still care
but the pain is still too much to bare. </3

And for some reason when i see his face..
yours comes to mind..our love really was one of a kind

i wish i had realized that
if i could..i would take it all back

Pretty smiles &nd make-up hide a lot these days.

Is it so wrong for me to want to be with you?
to want you to hug and kiss me too
is it so wrong to want to wake up next to you?
to feel your warm embrace,to see that gorgeous face.
is it so wrong?

You grow up waiting for the day you'll find your prince charming
reality is..he doesn't exist.

Im scared to be myself with you
i dont want you to see the weak side of me
once you do, you'll know how easily i can be broken.

Ive heard things about you, im hoping they're not true.
these feelings are rushing through me & i have no clue what to do
i dont want to be just another heart you break
im pretending like your being real with me
but i know its all fake. </3

My pillow is drowning almost every night
everyday i have to strut around like everythings right
having to tell myself that everythings
going to be fine
but how can it be?
your no longer mine.