All I do is lie here thinking of you
Wishing you were here...

I'm lost in a whirlwind of confusion,
hatred, lies, illusions...

I thank you Lord for everything you have done for...
Oh, how much I appreciate thee...

Is like a shattered piece of glass
scattered around...

Who am I?
i’m like a dead fig tree...

Betrayed, dismayed
mistaken, forsaken...

When you look at me
a rose in a middle of a garden of thorns...

A mirror, a disguise from what appears to be the...
an abyss of gray binding light occupied by lies...

I hear temptation calling me
far away from the trenches of my soul...

I never thought that liking you would hurt me this...
Nor did i know that you never really cared...

Nothing is forever
is what someone once told me...

I thought i willed all my feelings away
i thought melancholy had suffocated my heart away...