This is really crazy, where are all my poems. who...
why. i want that back now...

All I do is lie here thinking of you
Wishing you were here...

Things of the past should remain in the past
Never let those memories last...

I never thought this could ever happen to me
How could someone mean so much to me...

Why do you make me feel this way?
Day by Day...

I'm not sure how to feel
with this darkness deep inside...

I'm lost in a whirlwind of confusion,
hatred, lies, illusions...

Nothing is forever
is what someone once told me...

You walk past me as if I’m a ghost, unseen...
and my heart whispers shame and regret...

Through all of my trials and tribulations
through all of my mistakes and temptations...

I sit here and visualize the days that have passed...
back to the lonely nights spent staring into the...

Betrayed, dismayed
mistaken, forsaken...