I breathe in the scent of my pain
and it is perfumed with despair.

I do not understand, it’s like I’m living a lie
I know the truth but I can’t convince myself to it
Because the truth is a killer and I don’t wanna die

"i am drowning myself away in pain and i've sunken below the depths of despair"

"my life is a shattered piece of glass
scattered around
with nowhere to go
in the same old dirty spot, i remain
with nothing but the little things i know"