The knives within me dig deeper
Everyday that I persist in my love...
Take it all away, I want it no more
I choose to forget, all that has been given...
I hate you
I hate you...
Open the curtains and put my life on display
Open the curtains, so all can watch my decay...
You can't see my anger, you can't see my pain
You can't se this torment driving me insane...
I can't believe this monster that I've become
All these horrible things that I've done...
I am lost within all this pain
Washed away in this bitter rain...
I stand with a solution to the problems
And the answers to all the questions...
I want my freedom, my own decisions
To decide what is right and what is wrong...
I stand broken in all that I do
No matter how hard I try to succeed...
I feel transparent from the world around me
Blind to the eyes of all that see...
I am cut by all my hardship
Tormented by my loneliness inside...