You can't see my anger, you can't see my pain
You can't se this torment driving me insane...
As I stand in the doorway between heaven and hell
I try to realise why we all fell...
I am lost within all this pain
Washed away in this bitter rain...
I feel transparent from the world around me
Blind to the eyes of all that see...
Why do I run away from all my struggles?
Why can I not just stand up and fight...
I am cut by all my hardship
Tormented by my loneliness inside...
I'm sorry, that I didn't stop to say goodbye
But it's not my fault that you had to die...
To find the woman you truly love
Is like climbing the peaks of the highest...
I can't believe this monster that I've become
All these horrible things that I've done...
I stand with a solution to the problems
And the answers to all the questions...
Open the curtains and put my life on display
Open the curtains, so all can watch my decay...
I want my freedom, my own decisions
To decide what is right and what is wrong...