Music is
The key to my soul.
The part of me
That pays the toll.

And its the little fragments of me
That make up what you see.

It seems like my life is spiraling down..and all i have left to hold on to is you, but how do i hold onto something that isnt always there?

&Your midnight eyes
Will Shine
And rise from the depth
My unconditional love

Yet my own
Will forever be battered
With the hate
Of what I've created.

Trying to peice together the last bit of hope I have left.

And All I Ever Wanted Was To Walk With You In The Rain...Will You Let Me?

It's the way
Your midnight eyes shine
When you say
You'll never leave me

(will someday make that into a poem..when i have the chance)

Cradle me in your arms as they lay me to rest in the grave I've chosen to be mine. I'll make it beautiful, so you can join me in my dreams of death. Be mine forever and we will live on in the comfort of the grave I've chosen to be mine.

What am I suppose to do now...now that your not there to make me smile?

It seems like everything I worked so hard for, just seemed to fall apart.