As my ex lays in my bed sleeping looking like an angel so peaceful i finally realize i am where i belong right here beside him

Today my birthday four years ago you left me my brothers and all i can think about is it should have been me

I told you i didnt love you but honestly how could u believe that lie. truth is i will love you until my very last breath takes you from me

I am in love you with you and truth is i would rather you to have cheated on me everyday your with me then to be without you at all

I have a new boyfriend now and i am starting to get over you at least i am trying to but you found out i am with him and now you want me back. why do you do this to me you know it kills me to keep holding on so please let me let go

I waited for you so long and nowthat i am happy and i have someone new you tell me you love me and miss me..all i want to know is why

I sit here everyday hoping u might write but u dont..and then i hope u call but the phone never rings. and after that maybe u will stop by but guess what u dont and then by the end of the day im crying in bed and i pray to hear all you've left unsaid

I'm in love with u my best friend and so is she so is time for me to let go finally. If you see me soon and i know u will and i cry or dont say anything i amsorry for i have lost you again. I love you more than aything so i hve to say goodbye

I was looking at the picture of us from a few years ago and we both had a smile on our faces and i have never smiled like that since then and so now i say sitting her crying i miss u why did u have to leave us all why couldnt it have been me

I can tell u i hate u all i want and i can tell everyone else that too and have everyone believe that but you know what i cant tell myself that i hate u because it will never be true