I'm sorry for everything,but loving you!

When you walked past me i looked away and then i turned around and saw you looking at me and something inside me started hurting because i finnally realized you were gone forever now

I look at you and see everything i have dreamed about having but you look at me in an entirely different way.. a way that makes me feel sad and loved at the same time its complicated

I sit here everyday and wait and hope that maybe you will just talk to me well i guess i will be waiting for a long time

If love is such a good thing then why does it hurt so much to love someone

I like to think back to the first time you came up to me and just grabbed my hand and held it and i smile but then my smile turns to tears cuz i've lost you

I want to be near you but its to hard to be around you anymore for since you have left your all i can think about

I told u i didnt get close to people or trust them cuz everytime i do they leave me u said that with u it would be different that u would never leave me but look at you and i now u are gone and i cant even go a second without crying or thinking about u

I'm sorry i couldnt do it i just couldn't say goodbye to you so i just kissed you told you i loved you and had to run off because baby at that moment my world stopped and all i did after that was i broke down and cried

I waited a long time to talk to him and when i finally did he found someone new and he told me he hopes i have a great life because he knows he will without me .........i hope he is happy about what he has done to me now