Even though it hurt me so bad when you left me and i cried everynight and i still do.. if you ever wanted me back or told me you love me i would still always come running back to you even if i knew that i would only be with you until you hurt me again |
In the end we werent a perfect couple |
I know people say goodbyes are always forever but i just wanted you to know that i hope our goodbye wont be forever.. plz forgive me and come back to me |
I told you i hated you and you believed me but what u will never know is it is not possible to hate the one thing in my life that made sense and the best thing that ever happened to me... |
Do you know what its like sitting here day after day hoping maybe u will call or write to me? or even what it is like waiting for you to tell me that u still care...well i guess not because i would have never done this to you |
What kind of mother could sit there and lie to her daughters face knowing what she has been through and that it would just hurt her more |
I can tell u i hate u all i want and i can tell everyone else that too and have everyone believe that but you know what i cant tell myself that i hate u because it will never be true |
I was looking at the picture of us from a few years ago and we both had a smile on our faces and i have never smiled like that since then and so now i say sitting her crying i miss u why did u have to leave us all why couldnt it have been me |
I'm in love with u my best friend and so is she so is time for me to let go finally. If you see me soon and i know u will and i cry or dont say anything i amsorry for i have lost you again. I love you more than aything so i hve to say goodbye |
I sit here everyday hoping u might write but u dont..and then i hope u call but the phone never rings. and after that maybe u will stop by but guess what u dont and then by the end of the day im crying in bed and i pray to hear all you've left unsaid |