hey, well i am not much of a writer but its a great way to vent. i do not do this beause its my passion but because it makes me feel better .i might not be any good at it but i do it for the same reason some1 does a sport because they enjoy the process of the game even if they do not win.i love helping people and sorting out there problems thats what i do best.i dont want people to suffer or go through what i have so i try to prevent others suffering. so i guess in a way i see this as helping some1 if they get the message of the poems.... right now some poems might be sad because i just went through a difficult break up . i hate the fact that we broke up and he couldnt handle not being with me physically. yet i can see the way he looks at me that he hasnt forgotten me as i havent either. i wonder when he is physically with all those girls is he wishing it were me. i heard him say these words to some1"i dont even know what i want" i guess time will only tell what will happen with us 5-11-07
IT IS NOW 7-13-08 AND ONCE AGAIN MY HEART HAS BEENBROKEN..THIS TIME ONLY WORSE LAST TIME WAS JUST A TASTE FOR WHAT AWAITED ME. THE GUY I LOVED AND LOVE CHEATED ON ME AND ALTHOUGH WERE STILL TOGETHER MY HEART STILL PONDERS WHAT HE WAS LOOKIN FOR THAT WAS NOT IN ME.HOPEFULLE TIME WILL COME AND HEAL IKE IT DID LAST TIME.