Everyone wants to be liked!
Even kids who have their hair spiked...
Deep below this darkened shell
is a girl just wanting to raise hell...
An alcoholic father and step mom,
a brother to be raised...
Some days i just want to break down & cry.
other days i just want to die...
On my dieing day,
there won't be much to say...
In the night, a person dies.
there on the ground the person lies...
Darkness is where I rest
it is truely where I do my best...
It really didn't hurt,
but i had to hide it with my shirt...
There, it is really still
but oh it is a thrill...
Down in the dumps,
Just one of the chumps...
Love is a thing of the past,
with you it was never meant to last...
I am ready to be dead,
I could just take this gun to my head...