He chats and laughs at the dinner table
passing the food around to all...
We disagreed
and just left it at that...
Pain mixes with fear
despair from such loss...
How did we come to be
who sent us here...
I was so blind
Why did I not recognize...
Everything is made to be broken
why do you think i hurt so much...
I want to die
its what i choose...
You are my heart
you are so much more...
Silently make
their journey down my cheek...
I have a friend
who has a thought...
Breathing in this smoke of death
thinking it relieves the stress...
Walk into the sand alone
the pain in my heart is shown...