Pain mixes with fear
despair from such loss...

Everything is made to be broken
why do you think i hurt so much...

How did we come to be
who sent us here...

I have a friend
who has a thought...

He chats and laughs at the dinner table
passing the food around to all...

I want to die
its what i choose...

Silently make
their journey down my cheek...

Walk into the sand alone
the pain in my heart is shown...

I was so blind
Why did I not recognize...

Breathing in this smoke of death
thinking it relieves the stress...

We disagreed
and just left it at that...

You are my heart
you are so much more...