I dont know how much longer im goin to let myself put up with this.
i'd be a fool to let my heart suffer in this relationship.
cause i feel the pain as im writing this quote.
my heart's screaming, it'll never get better, with time only worse.

I refuse to let go of my heart anymore.
and this isnt just talk like before
i swear im chaining my heart down
i cant take pain no more.

Dont stand there and act like you dont know what this is about. yes i gave my love away but its like with you i was in the lost & found. you pushed me aside, he made me feel alive. you left me neglected, he stepped and corrected it.

You lied when you said you'd do anything to make this work
so far your not trying, and im tired of crying. you have no idea what ive been through but i still said okay to you. your suppose to make me better but fxck this man im through.

You dont understand how hard im trying to make this work
fxck the pain and fxck the stress
im tryin my fxckin best
you ungrateful son of a bxtch.
im so close to moving on
and not looking back for shxt.

Cause i aint happy here,
although im so in love,
it just aint enough
this sh*t is just too tough.
i tried to make it work,
all you do is make it worse.
im over all of the pain
im done with all of the hurt.
-jon young

Im never good at guessing because i know i can be wrong. this cripples my way of thinking, so just tell me now if im wrong. tell me if ive mistaken all our late night talks, for feelings, and you laying me down, for love.

& i was standing there
shaking my head
blood shot eyes
drunk with regret
im sorry i scream
but its too late ,you've caught me.

Im too young for tear-stained cheeks
and blood shot eyes.
like i have to turn to alcohol in order to feel alright.
you were suppose to save my heart from silent cries
instead you've caused me more pain then everyone else combined.

Please tell me you've been faithful
cause I've been honest and true
so if you've been messin around
I need to know this
because for once in my life I know
I don't deserve it