Im still dreaming even though im awake
im still hurting even though i seem okay
i want to spend the rest of my life with you, hope your not just another one of my many mistakes.

Im sorry if i accuse you of something when you havent done anything wrong.
its just hard for me to trust every single word you say.
its not your fault baby, your not the one to blame,
its my past & how i've been nothing but played.

Dream me up
dress me pretty
take little secrets
& spill them all over me
pinken my lips,
darken my eyes
make me look beautiful,
at least on the outside.

He's all i see,
he's all i hear.
he's my world & i live in fear.

Even though ur far away,
i want u to know that w/ u i find relief.
u said i can pick up the phone & dial ur number anytime i feel lonely.
ur there if i just need to breathe.
i think if we try ; we can both conquer this wall-like thing.

Good-bye my almost lover,
good-bye my hopeless dream.
im trying not to think about you,
can't you just let me be?
good-bye my luckless romance,
my back is turned on you.
should of known you'd bring me heartache,
almost lovers always do.

The past is the past
but it still haunts me daily
i want to say i've fallen in love
but all that varies greatly
if i can give up all the pain ive drowned in over the years
then me and you can have something beautiful and real.

The words are serious but their not true
i feel so stupid for even trusting you
sometimes i think you really have changed
other days i realize you'll always remain the same.

U get mad when i turn the blame on u.
when i play games w/ ur heart,
when i play ur part.
u text me was goody?
i text back who dis?
u tell me u love me
i reply me too
u ask me a question i beat around the bush.
now im the one who has u hooked.

I dont think you know the damaged you have caused. you were suppose to save my heart not rip it even more apart. all the words you spoke were just talk laced with lies. all dressed up pretty in the sweetest disguise.