I bleed green blood of envy & jealousy. & i cry blue tears of pain & sadness. he meant more than the world to me, and now that she has him green & blue is all you'll see.

Its so hard to spill out everything i feel. because my life's based on a lie. and i dont know whats real.

My head is spinning, my body's aching.
The thoughts colliding in my head
my mind is racing, tryin to keep me sane.
your Playin W/ My Emotions
havin fun messing with my head?
The results, can me life changing,
ill make your world devestaing.

She yells out n fury, tryin to remain calm. tears race down her face, a million questions run through her brain, nun has ever been the same, since that heart shatterin day. he crushed her when he said bye, now everything makes her break down & cry.

The fire builds inside of me; the anger trying to escape my body. its burning me, its killing me with every breath i try to take. its hurting me, its hurting my whole body, its wearing me out, its tearing me down. its hard to make it, so hard to get by.

He tried to apologize but the damage was already done. nothing can take back the hatred that was consuming her body. she closed her eyes to find peace, but all she felt, was bitterness, rage & jealousy. she gave him her heart & he gave her hell.

I need to forget the painful words u said, they cut me deeper than a blade ever could. theyll haunt me for the rest of my days, the words i wish i wuld of never heard u say. they destroyed my entire world. the words u told me.."i love her."

I can see the tears in your eyes,
the pain, you try so hard to hide.
with that fake smile across your face,
trying not to cry, your heart starts to race.
i can see through your disguise,
your not the same since he said goodbye.

You wanted so bad to be fake. fake smile. fake charm. fake everything. you break hearts on purpose. and you tear at souls. no remorse. no feelings. nothing inside. you say no one understands you, and your lost in a fake world.

Im a mess, but im okay
i wake up with a smile every day
im truthful and sinful
all wrapped into one
i grab a load of love on the way out the door.
im a girl, who makes wrong desicions. but i live my life, with nothing but good intentions.