He knows i bounce just like a yo-yo when he pulls my string, it hurts to feel like such a fool. he doesn't need me not at all the way that i need him..

She used to say whoever dies with the most money & things wins, but if she loses her soul what has she gained in the end?

& she came to me tears streaming down her face, used and abused is her middle name. she asked me: what would u do if you had a little sister & she asked you if she should start having sex. what would you tell her? i said, i'd tell her to wait...

You can't keep playin with my heart, soon it's gonna fall apart..

So wrapped up in "what to do"
she's never been faced with such obstacles as these
her hearts torn into 3 different pieces. & nothing & no one seems to want to give.

What am i suppose to do?
my heart beats for you.
i can cry my eyes out
all night
and fake a smile every day
because nobody will beable
to relate with my pain.

And she pours all she has into that heart signed with your name; built in regret; & laced with pain.
will you break it? she asks as if in vain, because she knows when someone's not the same.

Ive tried everything to take the pain away.
to put a smile on & fake it another day
but im never alright
nothings ever okay
no matter how hard i try to supress things
they somehow come out anyways.

I try to fade away in my dream world
& act like everythings okay
but reality has a way of smacking me in the facee.
telling me if i was okay i would think & feel this way.

Watching the tears form in your eyes then fall down your cheeks is the only thing that really gets to me. nothing hurts more, & nothing cuts deeper ; than the regret that fills my heart when i watch my father's eyes water, cause of his daughter.