Change-to make different; to cause a transformation.
everything im afraid of.

She's focused on one thought
whether its false or not
& its that you love her

Im trying to pretend everyday, but it gets harder, the more i fake, its hard to describe the way i feel. but i want you to know, what i feel is real. all the late night visits of you in my sleep, & all the daily thoughts of you and me.

I wish i could spill my heart out to you, but its not as easy as it may seem. i dont know what to do, i dont know what to say, its hard to move, its gettin hard to breathe. im losing my mind, its a matter of time, until i go insane over you.

The more i think
the more i fall apart
the more i think
the more it hurts to breathe
because the only thing i think about is how bad you hurt me.

I get wasted off your kisses, i get intoxitcated by your voice. i get buzzed just looking into your eyes. baby you got me getting drunk off you.

He called me earlier crying saying he needs me in his life. he said he misses me daily like crazy. i said aint it funny how life goes around? now you need me, like i needed you. but wait tell me, what would you do?

Beautiful on the outside but she's full of -FearPainTears-. she runs faster than the wind. she's gotta get outta here. she's got the whole world on her shoulders and her heart's at her feet, she keeps herself busy all day so she doesnt go insane.

And she said close your eyes
while i pour us some wine
because believe it or not im fallin for you
and im fallin in love with spending the days talkin to you, and drinkin the nights away with you.

You say you dont care
but we both know thats not true
i know your just using that as a defense mechanism
because its obvious you do.
i can see it in your eyes,
all the feelings you try to hide,
but when your drunk you open up just like a book.