It really isnt that hard to understand if you listen. all the hints i give with the things i say, just pay attention.

Todays the day, im gonna tell him how i feel. my heart's pumpin, adrenaline's rushin, as i dial his number, he answers, i say i have to tell u sum.. he says whats up? all the nerve leaves, & in dissapointment i say, i just got my hair cut today..

They say you never show your emotions. i say i have too much pain. they say your always smiling, i say i cry in the rain. they say does anything hurt you i say everything. they say then why dont you show it, i say i show it every night, ok.

Dont tell me how she hasnt been good to you. dont tell me how she hasnt been there for you. she's just not good enough for you. so just let me try & i will be good to you. just let me try & i will be there for you.
-sarah mclachlan

She's so full of pain she tries to hide it, but breaks down when she hears your name. you broke her heart & bruised her soul. she will never love again, never once again be whole.

All i know is whatever you get, is exactly what you deserve.

The pain runs deep. what im doing its suppsose to hurt you, not me.

I can see how you cry yourself to sleep at night regreting everything you've ever done. & i can see the tears build up in your eyes, behind that fake smile. your living a lie.

I sit up thinking about him all night. he's the only thing ever on my mind, he's the one i really want, but he'll never know. he's taken by her & she's his world. & boy is that girl a lucky girl.

After suffering heartbreak after heartbreak it really is the hardest thing believing you are good enough.