So in the meantime, i'll be trying not to cry. i know your full of it, and you fill my head with lies. its not easy, and i just dont know why. but you've hurt me, so i have to say good bye.

She just wants to be loved again, not played with or mis treated. when will her world be turned around & love be hers again? when will her tears & pain be ended and the fairy tails begin?

He tried to apologize but the damage was already done. nothing can take back the hatred that was consuming her body. she closed her eyes to find peace, but all she felt, was bitterness, rage & jealousy. she gave him her heart & he gave her hell.

The fire builds inside of me; the anger trying to escape my body. its burning me, its killing me with every breath i try to take. its hurting me, its hurting my whole body, its wearing me out, its tearing me down. its hard to make it, so hard to get by.

She yells out n fury, tryin to remain calm. tears race down her face, a million questions run through her brain, nun has ever been the same, since that heart shatterin day. he crushed her when he said bye, now everything makes her break down & cry.

My head is spinning, my body's aching.
The thoughts colliding in my head
my mind is racing, tryin to keep me sane.
your Playin W/ My Emotions
havin fun messing with my head?
The results, can me life changing,
ill make your world devestaing.

Its so hard to spill out everything i feel. because my life's based on a lie. and i dont know whats real.

I bleed green blood of envy & jealousy. & i cry blue tears of pain & sadness. he meant more than the world to me, and now that she has him green & blue is all you'll see.

You cant come in and out of my life as you please; if your here you have to truly be here for me.

Dont worry about me ill be fine. the pain will stop my tears will dry. ill learn my lesson one of these days, and i wont have to continue going through the same pain.