Trying not to cry as i stare at old pictures the memories are coming back, they haunt me in my sleep. now i never wanna be awake because im only with you in my dreams.

The clock strikes two, stuttering trying to spill my heart out to you. its just so hard to explain to somebody that doesnt listen to a word you say, that your falling in love with them more and more by the days.

As the days go by i feel more and more used. im falling apart as you toy with my heart, and im lost in not knowing what to do.

I really dont see the point. cause we both know how this is gonna end. youll find someone new, and ill be picking up the pieces of my broken heart.

He says the words i wanna hear. but in my heart i know he's not sincere.
and when i lie awake at night
i ask myself why?
these dudes must really love to see girls cry.

Alcohol bottle, best friend. i need you again. so lay with me as i drink the night away and cry myself to sleep. i'll tell you stories, of my past, that still haunt me daily. and i tell you how i feel so worthless, like i shouldnt even be.

How cud u take my life away from me? i need that bottle in order to breathe. im hurt, but the pains too overwhelming. i need it to confide in, cuz there's nothing & no one else. my entire life is a mistake so let me need to drink my pain away.

I was praying that you and me might end up together, its like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert, but im holding you closer than most, cause you are my heaven.
-ron pope

He's the only one im wishing for when i bow my head and pray. he's the one i wake up thinking about day after day. he's the owner of my soul, the breaker of my heart. he doesnt even know he's tworn my whole world apart.

Somebody told that girl she's doesnt resemble anything good. they told her you? you only wish you could. but negative words are motivators. they push her to be better than everyone ever dreamed she could be.
she lives to believe.
she lives to dream.