Im a prisoner of a
a broken spirit, a bruised soul.
these bars surround whats left of my heart,
& im chained and locked up.
its out of my control,
i dont have the key.
these chains are never coming undone
im never letting you in my heart.

Why are you trying so hard to break down my carefully construted bars of steel?
even if you get pass these walls ive built,
im not going to be easy to love.
because my heart is nearly nonexistent
and im emotionally numb.

We lie to ourselves because the truth fxckin hurts.

I tend to forget what really matters
in the presence of a broken heart
i get selfish; cause im scared
to love again;
because it always falls apart
.

What you want from me
is why i should of waited,
you took advantage of my misplaced spirit
& left my whole world tainted.
& im not gonna lie when people ask me why im shakin
ill say
"he hurt me in ways beyond imagination."

You make me sick. how could you do this, be so callous, be so mischevios, be so cruel. first you take my heart and break it in two, then you stomp on it, to make sure its through.

Im standing here scearming, throwing my tears at you. your late again, whats new? your standing there tangled in your own web. trying to lie your way right out this one, but its too late, the fly is already dead.

Beauty and material things,
all the luxury cars,the finer things,
but then her heart swung his way,
and the beauty of love shown through all things
see, nothings greater in the entire world,
then to love someone and that love be returned.

Her dreams must be too big for the people in this town. cause somebody's always tryna shoot her down. she's on her way to finer things, and one day her dream world, will become her reality.

She's hurting, but she cant feel a thing. she's all cried out, the pains cut too deep. she's hurt so bad that she cant even breathe. she's numb, and that's about as bad as it can be.