And as I lie in bed at night I can't figure out wrong from right. I don't understand why you love mking me cry and better yet I can't figure out why I chose not to fight.

And I reacted that way, because my love for you is beginning to fade.
One minute I'm okay,
Then I feel myself slowly slipping away.

So you do you,
I won't tell you who to be.
But you have to give the same respect to me.
Ahhh that's when it turns ugly, I can finally see.
You know I can do better than you,
And you know you can't do any better than me.

No more heart ache I'm done with that bullshit.
Yoir ways got real old real quick.
And now I'm just like whatever all day.
Because I'm tired of putting it back together
Just to watch it all fade away.

You can play stupid annd act like you don't know what you got
If you want. But let me tell you. No body on earth can love you the way I do. I don't place conditions on my heart. See if any other woman can love you unconditionally, cause its hard.

You're blowing me off and pushing me away. and you swear it's because you love me. love has a funny way of wrecking things i know..and it rips through hearts, slow.

The truth is you're smile is what i call home. the old times we've shared are the reasons why i missed us before we didnt grow. people change, yes i know but i didnt know your love for me would ever grow old.

Or maybe you've made yourself believe it, but i swear i cared. and now the puddles drowning my feet speak louder then you can yell. the tears that helped them form say i should leave you to burn in this hell.

What is love but a justified reason to cry yourself to sleep at night. i know i shouldnt run and hide. but i got confused as to where i should draw the line. and now the wounds are becoming to hard to bear.

Your eyes & cheeks are bloodshot red.
your smile is crooked like the kind when you're upset but you're trying to hide it. you're body is shaking and it won't stop.
I asked you what happened & all you said was "he's gone."