I dont know why i've been carrying all this pain for all these years.
when you help me put up all these walls ive built.
but im burying this chain today
i've decided to let go of my past,
and look foward at what's ahead.

He stole her heart;
right from the start
she fell in love
with their late night talks;
she's fallin for him;
& she's fallin hard;
she's not scared of him,
she's terrified.

Again & again i explain how this is all i know
this is the landscape of my life
& i dont want it anymore
this is the truth inside my heart
chalked up & torn apart
this is the model of my world
ruined & forever scarred

Can you believe she's hurt again?
she promised she wouldn't ever let him in
he told her she's his world,
a famous lie, he tells to all the girls.
she's laying on the bed
phone in her hand
pullin her in again;
talkin bout he's only human.

She took a deep breath;
and blew out the pain.
she said she wants to see sunshine;
she's tired of rain.
the pain she feels, is mostly self inflicted.
so she's doing her best to bury it.

Most people can't see through my disguise
they let their eyes get in the way
they let my lies unravel so simply
they let me tear their worlds apart.
because they dont see the secrets in my heart.

You cant see evil when its in disguise.
you cant see lies with the naked eye
always remember just because somebody's smiling doesnt mean their happy
& please dont trust everything you hear & only half of what you see.

Truth be told i will unfold the buried treasures you've packed away.
in that suitcase you call your heart, all the pain you've tried to erase.
but i see right through that smile you've planted so well across your face.

I dont know whats wrong with me
and i dont know why when i close my eyes your the one i see
& i know im just living a lie
trying to pretend im fine
when im not alright
i need you in my life

She's so troubled, she's so damaged
all her words are built off being hurt and anger
all the times she's cried
all the pain that fills her life
her mouth will never let her tell
but she needs to let it out
and she doesnt know how.