You never win by hurting people and tearing hearts apart. Because you get whatever you give.

I've finally learned my lesson.
From the teacher of heartache
Got broken one too many times,
And now my heart won't let me cry
crash and burned in all those fancy lies
heartbroken and bitter is today's objective.
pass or fail is the new lesson

My angers crippling and my heart beats sore.
Truth and lies intertwined, in my eyes
maybe I don't deserve your love
my past is still debilitating
I make it so hard to be loved
I wouldn't blame you for leaving

When you think somethings perfect
it probably truly is too good to be true.
the eyes can be deciving
forcing my heart to believe something
that just isn't true

Mixed emotins fill my body
the truth is I deserve to be happy
I know they say relationships take time
I know nobody's perfect but I can't be the only one trying

Is it scary or is it not, giving your all to someone you only just met in the couple of years before. Is it strange or it is not, that you could fall madly in love with someone who was only a complete stranger in the couple of years before.

He stole my heart
so i got undressed
then he stole my love
got up & left
am i just a fool who asked for it?
maybe i was foolish, but that doesnt
mean i deserve this.

No not me. see im not everything im cracked up to be. im just a girl trying to find her place in the world, but its empty everywhere i turn. meanwhile im trying to not get burned, but fire excites me.

I don't think i know the difference between the truth and lies.
and all i see now is deception, hiding behind my eyes.

I held back the tears
and watched you walk away
i never thought i'd feel so broken
by somebody like you not
loving somebody like me.