So when you called me i could barely breathe. i was just gettin used to me without you, why did you have to remind me?

Right now my heart's beating faster then the speed of light
my palms are sweaty and i cant see anything in sight
i want to smile, but i cant breathe
i think ive got a crush, like middle school days.

But it was different this time
these were feelings no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't hide.
i had feelings for him, and i actually wanted to be his.
if anybody said i didnt love you, baby they lied.

I can be your best friend
or your worst mistake,
the balls in your court,
you write the play.

And she can't stop herself,
as she picks up the knife,
it decorates her skin,
disguised by her lies.

You can see the jealousy in my eyes
my world keeps changing
everytime you lie
and i become more furious
with everything you've been trying to hide.

Everybody's always trying to be better then the next guy
is your body better then hers?
are you prettier?
well you cant compare me to the next girl
because there is no competion
im one of kind, and thats real.

So throw one back,
here's to the pain
get this alcohol flowing through your veins.
so breathe again,
and blow out the pain.
yes we know you'll never be the same.
but you can never get back yesterday.

Cause crazy is my middle name
and im so confused.
because i cant figure out which weapon to use.
remember when i told you, that you would never hurt me? well i meant it, and now your coffins waiting for you.

I cant even begin to describe all the feelings going through my mind
dont you dare call yourself my friend
because while i turned my back
you were fxckin my man.
how could you be so heartless?